In the wake of Chaos

I was a very hard worker when I worked as a Civil Engineering Technologist. I worked primarily in the nuclear construction industry and worked for my father's friend's company. I was a Lead Estimator, Safety Manager and Project Coordinator. I was very over worked to the point of mental abuse but I maintained my composure until I couldn't anymore. Things had gone to far and I had to quit, I went to another company that lacked integrity and couldn't stay their, this is when my mental health started to slip. I got another job and lost it in a month due to severe mental health problems.

I was able to afford a house, car, groceries and other regular things for a while but I was slipping away, My goals were to get really good at drumming and help as many people as I could, very basic. I took 4 months off work to accomplish this, mistakenly I forgot to apply for Employment Insurance and ended up getting scammed for thousands, losing my house, going to jail and much more. I do not regret any of it because even at this time of chaos I helped many real people and learned what I needed to learn to run my charity and advice others.

I drummed for 8-10 hours a day and really figured out my style becoming very solid. I would be close to as good as I am today if it weren't for that period,,, It was chaotic but sometimes in chaos is the best way to learn!